IvyLee

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Soaring by IvyLee, literature

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Soaring

I can feel your pulse stagger through my body Here are the ups and downs again Soar away with me, why don't you? Let everything you have with you go Let it fall all to the ground, why don't you Call my name, baby Hold my hand through all of this And run with me through all this torn up land laying between us For the longest time you sealed your lips with needle and thread Now I pry at them loosening each end until all has disappeared So feel my pulse stagger right on through you Pierce your skin so that it makes you weak in the knees Let go of everything you have Take my hand So we can soar right through this

Box Of Hate by IvyLee, literature

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Box Of Hate

Little, little pieces lay in this box I’ve went through this too many times I’m counting back the days that I had wasted And this cigarette is still burning in this ash tray Boxes, cards, love letters Burn them underneath all these painted smiles Was it the timing? Because years have come and gone And I’m still blurry with my vision. I wore your jewelry last night The ring was loose, the necklace was cracked Your old fitted jeans fell off my body This bottle is half empty And there is still no call No voice No picture Quiet, quiet now This Romeo and Juliet have seen the devil Sailed through th

It Starts Like This... by IvyLee, literature

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It Starts Like This...

It starts like this Just a hit here and there Just a drink, you’ll have yourself another one Can you even feel yourself? It starts like this You make your silent cries Lies, lies, lies Where is your truth? You play Cry Wolf like it’s a game You’re losing I’m finally winning. It starts out like this You put the needle to your fragile arm Make it your last pit stop for the day Your numb and out Don’t touch, just leave That’s your sign written out It starts out like this Story after story Drug after drug Drink after drink It starts out like this But it always ends with one more silent Good B

Shooting Up The Last Of It by IvyLee, literature

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Shooting Up The Last Of It

Make these thoughts soar up into the sky Reach the stars, travel to the sun Shoot up, leave me behind I’m done, I swear, I’m through I saw this play out from start to end Replayed some lengths and tried to go back to fix it all Words wouldn’t matter Feelings wouldn’t either I held your hand, you held mine We looked at each other with devious eyes I wanted you and you took me for all that I was worth Leave me behind on this dusty road You have a whole other life Crash these dreams and hopes of mine Smear it all over the floor in front of us Then clean your hands free of charge. I know what you are now I wo

My Count To Ten by IvyLee, literature

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My Count To Ten

I can count to ten Cover my eyes and ears But in the back of my mind the thoughts of me and you still linger The taste, the touch, the feelings Still, they feel ripped from inside of me Laying next to the curb with the rest of garbage that life collects Questions upon questions I have for you Many of them will never seek an answer My mind scatters Do you feel the same as I? Angry and confused Lost and unwilling to step up? I can feel my body pick up speed Running from one to another My image dries up beneath the sun And you can see right through it. I would hate to break this barrier that we both put up Starting with me, en

This New Direction by IvyLee, literature

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This New Direction

This liquid is god like to me Rushing through my veins Spilling my insides out Blurring my sense of wrong or right It never was set to start out this way Though, underneath all this clear glass It was always meant to be this way It was never played out to be like this This new direction just lit me up like a match This smoke runs in and out of me Take it in, hold it, One, two, three, four, five Come on, you can make it. I never wanted it to fall like this One hit and it’s all down to the ground It was never played out to be like this This new direction just lit me up like a match This touch makes me stop dead in my tr

Fireworks by IvyLee, literature

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Fireworks

They shot up into the sky Making sparks of different colors that fade into the sky Weeping willows fall to the ground Crying their tears of sorrow. Blast after blast Color after color Shapes of circles, cubes, falling stars It makes you want to wish upon them Hoping that every dream would come true. They’re that beautiful. It reminds you of love Showing you the colorful walkway Just for you to take the chance To take his hand one more time before the time runs out Boom! Boom! Boom! The sky rumbles above you Here’s the grand faunally exploding with colors Hinting the answers to your question Spreading them out in

Just This Once by IvyLee, literature

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Just This Once

If I told you this just one instance Will you fall back the same to me? I’ve wanted this for so long Counted down the hours and minutes (I want it this much) If I told you this just once Will you run away and hide? Leave me unanswered for the whole world to see? I want to jump through these obstacles But I don’t know if I can run through this brick wall Shatter it into a million pieces If I told you this once Will you take my hand in return? The decisions shouldn’t be an option Because all I’ve wanted is you.

The Rest Of Me by IvyLee, literature

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The Rest Of Me

Let the light slowly fade out Let the memories finally take a rest at the edge of the bed Falling to the floor with the mess of life You don't want this You won't need this You'll take it and keep it With the rest of me. Take the colors off your fingers Erase with all the hope filled within you Lay down the cloth you used to cover the wound Let the words slip from your lips You don't dream of this You won't hold this It's just some embarrassing figure you try to hide It's just something of me. Hide these sworn secrets The best planned days where the sun still shines I hate you You hate me You won't scream this back at

The Last Words by IvyLee, literature

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The Last Words

This can only take a few moments Spread out the decision, the testimonies Let the lost words left unsaid. I've known for a while I've thought I'd tell you now Rip everything open Trying to save the last fall you take It's not my place to It's not my say anymore My words against yours They don't work anymore I've said this too many times to count How sorry I am How I wish there was some way to go back I never wanted this to tear I didn't want to break But like glass falling Everything shattered into a million pieces This can only take a few more words One last sentence to you from me It's one last breath saved for the both

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Not named by IvyLee, literature

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Not named

I want to feel the pain again I want to see the blood fall to the ground wanting something I can feel instead of this rage of anger that I have I can't take it anymore I'm sick of the sadness and the madness I want to be happy instead I cry here on the floor not knowing what to do whether to talk or to stay in this room stay in myself and not to speak stay quiet while I suffer and they won't notice my death

A reason for Life? by IvyLee, literature

No Where Safe by IvyLee, literature

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No Where Safe

Closing of the doors Leaving the key inside I lock my thoughts and feelings from you locking my heart from anyone but you but soon I find out you're there to destroy my thoughts and feelings I realize that I have nothing left no where safe I can turn to no picture of comfort all I can do is weep in this corner that is mine mine....and not yours that is the only thing that I have left something says to me that you're not leaving that you won't let go I wanted to stay safe in my heart now that you have destroyed me I have no where safe I can turn to

Hear My Cry by IvyLee, literature

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Hear My Cry

I stand here yelling my heart out but no one will listen to me I yell again waiting for an answer but I hear no voice of comfort I fall to the ground screaming to be heard but the people are just walking I think they see me but they're too afraid of helping someone like me caus with me, you'll know you'll find danger ahead so now I cry on the ground not really noticing anyone anymore I feel weak when the ground moves from beneath me I'm so afraid of no one hearing my cry so afaid of no one being there in the end so when you pass me don't give me the look of pity hear my cry and when you do don't look back

My Wait by IvyLee, literature

Them by IvyLee, literature

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Them

It would be easier to run from them but I've been running from my parents for as long as I've known lies, and so much anger it's always a torture to never be listened to to have no one on your side then you have to play a role be the perfect one to never do a mistake and their breathing down your neck on each step they just don't want you to make a mistake how are we going to learn they tell you who you can and can't hang out with you try to tell them different, they never listen and it's all because your brother or sister did something wrong "they're just looking out for you", some people say all I want is to be a little free

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Sick by IvyLee, literature

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Sick

I'm sick of holding it all in so sick of trying to be perfect for you and when I do I end up in hell with you or I end up dissapointing you in every way I just want to speak my mind I want to tell you that I can do something right if you give me the chance I can show you I can show you the greatest things about me the sparkle in my heart the laughter of happiness so stop rejecting me and start listening to me

Careless Shadows by IvyLee, literature

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Careless Shadows

careless shadows walk across the walls the shadows of death and torture they leave me with scars on my body they take my heart and destroy it these careless shadows I love and hate I love them cause when I'm lonely they're there But when I want something the take it from me these shadows have taken you though, they have already taken me they have not yet taken my heart you have taken my heart you, whom I love, destroy it leaving gashes and tears in it you told me you would be there for me but you are just a careless shadow

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About IvyLee

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United States
Deviant for 19 years
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Current Residence: Of No Where
Favourite genre of music: Rock
Favourite photographer: A lot
Favourite style of art: Photo Manipulation
MP3 player of choice: RCA Lyra
Wallpaper of choice: Silas. I made it ^^

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Favourite Movies

King Arthur, Underworld, The Notebook, The Longest Yard,

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Evanescence, Saliva, Dead Letters, Simple Plan, Green Day, The Used,My Chemical RomanceYellowcard

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People I know on here, and dead people

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Writing, Photos, Music, Friends, Boyfriend

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IvyLee

Oct 21, 2011

Shit...shit!

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I'm too use to being around people and things to do...I'm too use to having to take care of things that the second I have a minute to breathe I feel like collapsing. It might be just wired into me, or maybe I'm just doing what I usually do. Who knows. Oh well, anyways, it's you and me tonight. I'm convinced that I will at least write something tonight! Whether it be this or an actual story or hell maybe even a free verse poem. Shit, I may be even able to figure out who "I" am. lol. Yeah right huh? You want to know the truth though? I am a "Pretend" house wife.  I hate what I do, but I try to do my best at it. (This has nothing to do about my

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IvyLee

Oct 18, 2011

And so years later

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And so years later, in a different state, in a new becoming "me", here I am. I look through all my old writings, posting, journal entries, and almost everything about me has changed. Though, for the better. (Or at least I think so) I am married now and have the most beautiful daughter. Her name is Serena Elizabeth, but we call her Ella. I can tell you, I live for her. She is my whole world and so much more <3 The sad thing is that I have not written as much as use to. Actually, I haven't written since winter. lol. Though, I am going to try to start writing again. Well, at least these journal entries until I get the inspiration again. I ha

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IvyLee

Apr 4, 2008

I'm alive I swear!

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I have like one thousand things to look at. OMG Buuuuttt Annnyyywwwayyyysssssssssss Yeah. I'm alive. I'll update my journal in a bit after I'm done tearing apart my room =)