Burning

It seems as if I’m hollow once more
My emotions have taken their last turn on me
No more words to say because the pain is too great
Twisting and turning, I fall more and more behind in life
Letting things get racked up
But in the end I come back to one thing
I shouldn’t have came back
I don’t belong in your world nor mine

I don’t know where to go from this
It just all hurts too much
I just want to end it all
No, life itself has more meaning than pain and death

For the first time in a long time, I cried myself to sleep feeling helpless
I know there are people around me, that love me
But I feel as if nothing they say can help
It’s just too much to deal with
The pain, it burns in my heart
Putting everything that I built into flames